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its monday... many people always said that they hate monday but for me, my monday is not really bad.. but today... i'm not in a mood.. the first time i said to myself that i hate myself...
i think that i dont have any self excess..
whats my goal of my life i dont know either..
i just think..i must make my family happy n dont make them dissapointed..
but today.. i heard all my friend chat n etc i always think "waooo... they're really great.." n i just look at myself i dont do anything n what must i pround of myself?..
i have many hope but why i dont try to achieve it...
i hate myself.. :(
*i hope in my future i was being known by all people around the world n its because my violence n ask for my signature...
for this month i hope i lost 3-4kg..*
i always try my best to help people, to care of people but in the other side i always think that if they feel disturbed or im too over?...
hufff...
he dont know what i feel today n maybe he dont want to know too..
i dont know to whom i must share this so i just write it here..
i'm sorry......


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huaaaaa.... im really stresss....
cause of my leadership project.. in that project we must own money by ourself n all of it we used to donated to the orphanage for the blind...
n my leader is really stubborn.. she never trust me.. n always talk casually..
grrrrr.... make me E.M.O.S.I
at first we own money by selling a shirt and "piscok"
:P
n cause of that i must eat piscok as my lunch... huaaaa... im afraid of getting weight..
but all of this i do for my group.... wish us luck y..   ( >.<)