i think that i dont have any self excess..
whats my goal of my life i dont know either..
i just think..i must make my family happy n dont make them dissapointed..
but today.. i heard all my friend chat n etc i always think "waooo... they're really great.." n i just look at myself i dont do anything n what must i pround of myself?..
i have many hope but why i dont try to achieve it...
i hate myself.. :(
*i hope in my future i was being known by all people around the world n its because my violence n ask for my signature...
for this month i hope i lost 3-4kg..*
i always try my best to help people, to care of people but in the other side i always think that if they feel disturbed or im too over?...
he dont know what i feel today n maybe he dont want to know too..
i dont know to whom i must share this so i just write it here..
i'm sorry......